I've returned to the scene of the crime and my plans strictly involve further bad behavior. This past week has been manic in so many ways. I've accomplished a lot - writing, reading, working, calling, romancing. I've drank even more (and adding to that tonight). I've also cheated on and broken up with someone - both firsts for me - and the knowledge of the depth of her hurt (certainly some proportion of her great heart) has become a parasite on my mind.
I have been a great towering crane this week, alternating between wrecking ball and construction hook and uncertain with which I identify the most. I'll find my center soon though, I'm sure.
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